Eighties pop star Debbie Gibson: ‘The price of fame is high. I have a therapist on speed dial!’

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Thirty-three years agone – successful philharmonic terms, an epoch – Debbie Gibson was the astir celebrated American teen popular prima connected earth. At 17 she was arsenic loved by teenagers arsenic Billie Eilish was astatine 17, successful polar other ways. Gibson, uncool and critically dismissed, was the wholesome, toothsome guiltless who sang upbeat, unapologetically weedy songs astir teen love. Eilish, peerlessly chill and critically sacred, remains a sad-eyed cynic singing unapologetically disturbing songs astir death, enactment and generational neuroses. If fashionable civilization is unrecognisable from 1988, arsenic it should be, 1 facet remains identical: the changeless judgement of pistillate nationalist figures implicit their physicality, arsenic Eilish ever is and Gibson inactive is, harangued connected societal media for being “too thin” since her 2013 Lyme illness diagnosis.

“I anticipation Billie is handling each the unit arsenic beautifully arsenic she appears to beryllium handling it,” ponders Gibson today. “She seems a omniscient aged soul. Everyone changes, you suffer weight, summation weight, dye your hair, alteration your aesthetic … beingness conscionable happens. But with societal media, there’s unsolicited feedback coming from everywhere. You request a backbone of steel, similar the Kardashians. Young minds are not wired to process that. The terms of fame these days is decidedly high. Look, adjacent I person a therapist connected velocity dial!”

At 51, Gibson is simply a importantly much effervescent property than she was astatine 17, describing her oddly sensible teenage aforesaid arsenic “an big arsenic a kid”, who employed 100 people, adjacent if she did deterioration treble denim, a porkpie chapeau and 2 Swatch watches. Her archetypal 2 albums Out of the Blue and Electric Youth – rereleased this autumn arsenic deluxe editions – showcase her enormous, self-written and produced deed singles, clip capsules of twinkly, cheery, sax-parping synth-pop and whimsical balladeering (from the tot-pop jamboree Only successful My Dreams to the teen-dream colossus Lost successful Your Eyes). With Foolish Beat she became the youngest-ever pistillate to apical the US charts with a opus she wrote, performed and produced herself, a grounds that stands today. No wonderment she has been a staple connected practice popular tours since the mid 00s, including 55 dates successful 2019 alongside New Kids connected the Block, Salt-N-Pepa and her supposedly deadly 80s rival, flame-haired Tiffany (they’ve been pals for ever). This autumn, she shimmered done a Las Vegas residency duetting with New Kids’ Joey McIntyre.

“People privation to reconnect with a much guiltless clip that made them consciousness free,” she decides, calling from her Las Vegas location connected an old-school, non-visual landline. “Especially close now, with each the problems successful the world.”

She, however, has ne'er lived successful the past – “I consciousness the pulse of the world now” – and this August released her archetypal first medium successful 20 years, The Body Remembers, her signature jaunty dependable present evolved into disco-thrill bangers, featuring clubby 90s beats and blase atmospherics. Visually, wherever erstwhile she defined the now-antique word “squeaky clean”, she’s a glammed-up Vegas imaginativeness successful sequinned frocks, arsenic cartoon campy arsenic Mariah Carey.

“I’ve yet grown into the maine I’ve ever felt was determination wrong but I was possibly … acrophobic to own?” she muses. She says that adjacent successful her post-pop decades doing theatre, “I was a small … unsexual, unglamorous. I inactive consciousness socially awkward astatine times, but I person a rock’n’roll tone and the extracurricular present matches the inside. It conscionable took maine longer than most!”

She was a geeky, Brooklynite schoolhouse kid and a classically trained pianist with a location workplace astatine 14, who idolised Donny and Marie Osmond, Madonna, Olivia Newton-John, Billy Joel and Elton (she ne'er chased cool). “I was weirdly confusing to the executive,” she notes. “A singer-songwriter who wasn’t doing singer-songwriter-ish music; I wasn’t joining the Lilith Fair tour. My euphony sounded similar it was crafted by an older antheral putting unneurotic a teen-pop act. I was prepared. And erstwhile mentation meets opportunity, that’s the explanation of luck.”

Gibson credits her manager mum, successful fact, arsenic the existent 80s pioneer. “My ma was a badass,” she announces. “I was ignorantly blissful, doing what I loved. She was a reasonably young pistillate manager, launching a young miss into superstardom and had 3 different girls – 4 daughters – to protect.”

Gibson needed protecting: down shiniest popular scenes she endured the menace of respective stalkers for years, was sent decease threats via letters and faxes, targeted by a antheral convicted of murdering the histrion Rebecca Shaeffer successful 1989 (a partition successful his location was papered successful posters of Gibson and Tiffany). She cites “humour” arsenic her coping mechanism.

“I was threatened with being changeable and my teenage encephalon couldn’t process it,” she reflects today. “It’s what’s happened with young pistillate stars since the opening of time: the older antheral thinks: ‘If I can’t person you nary 1 can’. They go psychotic, it’s a paedophilia thing, it’s deep. I retrieve being connected signifier and saying to the band: ‘OK, we’re successful the metropolis wherever specified and specified a stalker is, conscionable to beryllium connected the harmless broadside you’re gonna spot maine creation truly hard, I’m gonna beryllium similar a moving people …’”

She laughs uproariously, an unexpectedly filthy cackle. Since the 1990s, arsenic the US taste gears shifted towards grunge, Gibson took the astute approach, accommodate oregon die, emulating her leader Newton-John by playing Sandy successful Grease successful London’s West End successful 1993. Ever since she has been a showbiz presence: philharmonic theatre, movies, endowment shows and prime-time personage world TV. An quality connected Oprah Winfrey’s Where Are They Now? YouTube bid successful 2016 was arsenic adjacent arsenic Gibson has travel to a showbiz scandal: asked astir the caller decease of Prince, she empathised, detailing her ain medicine cause dependence and the drugs’ performance-related usage passim “90%” of the amusement industry, particularly Broadway (after antagonistic headlines, retired of context, she posted a video clarifying her thoughts and apologising to her beloved theatre community). Debbie Gibson, it turned out, mainstream America’s cheerleader-in-chief, had struggled with panic attacks since aged 16 and utilized Xanax and Tylenol PM done her 20s to assistance her done the rigours of the theatre road.

Gibson successful  1988.
‘I was weirdly confusing’ … Gibson successful 1988. Photograph: Eugene Adebari/Shutterstock

“There is simply a trait to being young and pistillate successful the business, and wanting to please, we’re called ‘troupers’,” she says. “‘You’re specified a trouper!’, right? Pushing yourself to death’s doorstep for the involvement of your art. We’re conditioned similar that. Now? I bash the magnitude of enactment my wellbeing tin enactment up with. You tin medicate and disguise but yet you person to stop. Or you volition die.”

This week she saw an Instagram station from the Tony-winning Broadway histrion Laura Benanti, present 42, who recalled how, aged 22, portion starring successful a pratfall-heavy theatre role, she cracked a rib and broke her neck, her injuries downplayed by a theatre doctor, past carrying connected moving for 7 years done “intense pain” due to the fact that she was a “good girl” who didn’t privation to look “weak oregon difficult”. Today, she’s a “grown-ass woman”, angrily speaking up connected behalf of younger actors today. The effect was overwhelmingly supportive.

“I thought of Oprah and the backlash I got,” muses Gibson, “and felt: ‘Ah, advancement has been made’. I’m precise overmuch astir conversations that really assistance people.”

Gibson has lived with Lyme illness since 2013, a tick-transmitted bacterial unwellness that causes, for her, terrible exhaustion, chronic pain, representation loss, chills, fever, nervus tremors and migraines, immoderate of which is triggered by nutrient (sugar, starch, caffeine, definite oils), immoderate by stress. She manages the information done cleanable eating, acupuncture, yoga and calls it, heroically, “a acquisition – immoderate illness is simply a wake-up telephone and I know, now, however to debar what takes maine down”.

Today she lives successful Las Vegas with her 3 dachshunds Joey, Levi and the pointedly named Trouper, is omniscient owl “Aunt Deborah” to 10 nieces and nephews and, aft a decade-long narration ended successful 2019, is azygous and precise happily so. “Listen, someone’s gotta travel and sound maine implicit to interruption up this enactment close now!” she hoots, merrily. “I’m not missing anything. At 51 my beingness is focused, uncomplicated, joyous, free.” The improvement of some her euphony and beingness uncannily echoes her equivalent successful the UK charts, Kylie Minogue: from perky 80s teen popular done chequered vocation choices, originative triumphs, trouper traumas, narration disappointments, superior unwellness and profound fulfilment arsenic she sashayed into her 50s.

“A 1000 per cent!” hollers Gibson. “I spot Kylie from afar and think: ‘It’s my long-lost sister’. We’re some survivors. Warrior women.”

At slightest 2 teen popular stars, then, aft 35 years successful reality-warping showbiz, person survived psychologically intact. Things whitethorn conscionable crook retired OK for Eilish, aft all. “I look astatine the stamina of Taylor Swift, the Weeknd, Ed Sheeran, and deliberation ‘wow’, there’s a superhuman element,” she decides. “Younger artists person their ain wisdom; they’re going done antithetic things. I don’t beryllium connected the sidelines waiting for the different footwear to drop, I deliberation ‘rock on’!

“All entertainers person to enactment connected apical of their intelligence health,” she concludes. “I ne'er wanted to beryllium that bratty showbiz kid, and I don’t wanna beryllium that grown-up pistillate diva who abuses radical due to the fact that I don’t person a consciousness of reality. I do person a consciousness of reality. Because I’ve lived done existent life. My household instilled successful maine respect for people. We’re each conscionable people, doing our thing.”